lovella

damn, i just deleted all that i wrote. i was pissed but, oh well! it really is not that big of a deal and not worth getting freaked about. so this is almost what i said, i think.

back in philly yeah!!!!!!!!!

yeah, life is good! uh, okay, i think i quit, cuz i want to get out of here now, i'm too antsy to sit in this office chair right now. i'll try to remember what i said and write it in my journal and then type it up tomorrow. oh, and i'm happy cuz i got to listen to one of my nieces giggle on the phone. oh, and one of the things i said was that i'm doing a pretty good job at doing what i said i wanted to do. as in saying what i feel, stop procrastinating, letting things go, being happy, being thankful, smiling, all that jazz! yeah. anyway...more later!

"you're my favorite activist" deanna, a friend and "colleague"


marcia sent me this...
"there is a power greater than myself who loves me exactly as I am" the stress began the day you learned you were expected to please other people. parents wanted you to stay clean and be quiet. nieghbors wanted you to be respectful and helpful. teachers wanted you to be attentive and alert. friends wanted you to share and hang out. whenever you failed to do exactly what seomoen expected of you, you weren't good, or good enough. you were bad, weak or dumb. unfortunately, you began to believe it. giving into the demands, day by day, you lost a little more of yourself and your understanding of the truth. the truth is you are fine, just the way you are! perfect in your imperfection! you are divine! growing brighter and more brilliant each day, you can accept the truth of who you are. the next time you want to know who you are, what you are or if something is the right thing to do, don't ask your neighbor- ask the power within...and pay attention to the response! the divine power within knows exactly who I am.

lots of love to you, smile!!!!!!!

posted by Lovella Rose @ 5:44 PM